I constantly feel that I'm failing as a mother.
I constantly feel like I'm failing as a wife.
I don't think I'm very good at my job.
I disappoint myself almost daily.
I've been told I'm a perfectionist, but mostly I just feel like I'm lazy and lazy people generally aren't very good perfectionists.
I constantly struggle with commitment to important endeavors in my life; I think this is because I don't like myself very much and feel like I'm not worth the commitment.
I'm still waiting for the epiphany.
That's a lot of feelings, and a lot of judgment. Instead of taking them all as a whole, I say just try one. Try it for one day, then one week, see if you can make it a month. If you feel better after the month of trying at one, THEN try the next. But always ONE DAY at a time. That's how you'll see all the good stuff the rest of us are able to see.
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